It's been a while! I promise, more SOS coming soon, but to tide you over until then, I've got a post for you.
Life is complicated. In many aspects. Recently, I've been exploring the romantic aspect of the world of complication, and boy, is it complicated. Getting romantically involved with someone, especially if you're as awkward as I am, is a daunting task.
AAAnyway, I won't detail the experience for you, but long story short, it didn't really work out. It was uncomfortable for both parties, and neither of us ended up in a good place.
It occurs to me how utterly stupid the idea of a relationship is. As Lorelai Gilmore once said, it's someone nice to hang out with until you die. It's the large-scale buddy system you used in kindergarten. All relationships end at some point, whether that be in breakup or death. It all seems kind of pointless, going on a bunch of bad dates till you find one that sticks, but it's a heck of a lot of fun, isn’t it?